The suicide hop line

[[Suicide?->Suicidal]] [[Or not->Hop line]]

You wake, it's 3:00 Am...(click:"...")[ Rrrring!!! [[Answer->Friend]] [[Ignore->Ignore]]]

You are dead.

Hey man...(click:"...")[<br>You doing okay? I heard what happend, I just wanted to tell you that it's not your fault. [[I know, I'll be fine Dean.->Fine]] [[I don't know what to do. I'm afraid.->Afraid]]] [[Hang up->Hang Up]]

Hey honey... (click:"...")[<Br>I know you an your dad were really close, I just want you to know that I am here for you. [[It's all a blur, what happend?->Investigate]] [[Thank, I'll be fine Mom->Fine]]] [[Hang up->Hang Up]]

Rrrring!!! *Answer*(click:"Answer")[ [[What!!!->What!!!]] [[Hang Up->Hang Up D5]]]

"I don't need this right now!"(click:"now!")[ [[Right now all I need is sleep->D4]] [[I need some help.->Hello?]]]

"Alright, get some sleep. You need it."(click:"it")[ [[I need help, I should call someone.->Hello?]] [[I should sleep.->D4]]]

"I know Sam, this is not an easy thing to go through. If you need any help just call me, or if needed the suicide hop line. I can take over for you at work tomarrow, so you don't have any build up of paper work." [[Thank you->Fine]] [[Where is the meeting at on Wednesday?->Meeting]]

Are you sure? I don't want you to go through that again. [[Yes, I am sure.->Story]] [[Yeah you're right.->Fine]]

Okay, at about 11:00 last night you called your dad to see when he would get tou your house. As he answerd a drunk driver hit his car and killed him. [[Had I not called him he would still be alive.->Mom1]] [[Do you think it hurt?->Mom2]]

Rrrring!!! [[Answer->Mom]] [[Ignore->Jeff]]

Suicide hop line, we recived a call that you needed help. [[I'm fine.->NFine]] [[I do, I need help.->Help]]

Suicide hop line, how can I help? [[I feel awful, I don't know what to do.->Help]] [[You think, why would I need help?->Why?]]

Don't say that! Its not your fault at all, the drunk driver hit him, he could do anything about it. [[Okay->Fine]] [[Hang up->Hang Up D2]]

He was hit right on the side, he would have instantly died. So yes, I don't think he went through any pain. I think he would have even liked that he could be one the phone with you whle he went. [[Alright, thank you Mom.->Fine]] [[What will happen now?->Story2]]

Well, we'll have his funeral tomarrow, how he wanted it too. You don't have work, remeber you got it off for your birthday. [[Hang up->Hang Up D1]] [[Okay.->Fine]]

You walk over to the window...(click:"...")[ *sigh* Look at the sky. It's beautiful today... (click:"...")[ [[Open window->D1]] [[Go back to bed->Hang Up]]]]

Opening the window you look down the 10 story building...(click:"...")[ "Nobody down there."(click:"Nobody down there.")[ [["Nobody would see"->D1-2]] [[Go back to bed->Hang Up]]]]

"Nobody would care"(click:"Nobody would care")[ [[Jump->Hop line]]]

"It was all my fault" [[Go back to bed->Hang Up]] [[Go for walk->D2]]

After walking for almost 2 hours you come across a rail road...(click:"...")[ "The 6 am train comes in a few minutes, I use to take that for my old job"(click:"train")[ [[Keep walking->loop]] [["My dad came with me the first time I went."->D2-2]]]]

"The sun is almost up now, must be close t 8:00. [[I should head home.->Hang Up]]

"He was conserned that I might now make it. [[Keep walking->loop]] [["I am really forgetful."->D2-3]]

"He cared about me, yet I'm the reason he is dead."(click:"dead")[ You hear the sound of the train headed towards you.(click:"train")[ [[Jump in front of it.->Hop line]]]]

"Don't worry about that, just focuse on feeling better. It's what he would want." [[Alright, you've always been there for me, even in college.->College]] [[Thank you.->Fine]]

"No problem, you were having a rough time and needed help, you would have done the same for me." [[Deffinitly->Fine]] [[I can't believe I failed so many times...->Fail]]

"It's okay, you had problems getting your life on track, and your mom wasn't helping." [[I still have scars from the belt.->Belt]]

"I hate that she did that to you, you didn't diserve any of it." [[She didn't know->Learning]] [[I did diserve it...->Hang up D3]]

"Even if you were struggling in life, she did not need to call you worthless and beat you." [[Well that's in the past now.->Fine]] [[*Hang up* I knew it...->D3]]

You hang up the phone. "I didn't do well at anything, my younger brother and sister both surpassed me. By the first time I failed college they both graduated." [[I really am worthless...->D3]] [[It doesn't matter now.->Hang Up]]

"Even from middle school I knew I would never make it..." [[I need to not think like this.->Hang Up]] [[It doesn't matter.->D3-2]]

"Not to anyone..."(click:"...")[ [["I am nothing."->D3-3]]]

You walk over to your emergency supply kit and find some rope. (click:"rope")[ [["This is better for everyone."->Hop line]]]

You lay in bed for hours and hours on end with no sleep. [[I can't sleep now, I need help->Hello?]] [[I think I have some sleeping pills->D4-2]]

You walk over to your night stand and grab the pills.(click:"pills")[ You fall asleep and wake up worse then you were before.(click:"before")[ [[I wish I could just stay asleep.->D4-3]] [[I think I need help.->Hello?]]]]

Looking at the pills a thought comes to mind.(click:"mind")[ "If I took all of them I could just stay asleep." [[*Take 5 pills*->D4-4A]] [[*Take 1 pill*->D4-4B]]]

[[You fall asleep, and stay asleep...->Hop line]]

You wake up with an extreme head ache. (click:"ache")[ Rrrring!!! [[Answer->What!!!]] [[Take more pills->D4-4A]]]

Are you sure? We recived a call that you needed help, It's okay to talk. [[Hang up->Hang Up D6]] [[Okay, I'll talk.->Help]]

"So what happend?"(click:"happend?")[ "My father, he's dead."(click:"dead.")[ "I'm sorry to hear that, the best way to deal with loss is with others, your faily turn to them."(click:"Them")[ [[

"God why is this happening!?"(click:"happening")[ "All I want is to be happy, but I have to suffer!"(click:"suffer!")[ "One disapointment after the next!(click:"next!")[ "Why am I the only one!? Others should suffer too!"(click:"too!")[ You walk over to the stove and turn on the gas without lighting it...(click:"...")[ [[After almost a minute you light a match setting the whole appertment complex ablaze.->Hop line]]]]]]]

Everyone needs help every once and a while.(click:"while.".)[ Life is hard, that's why we have eachother. [[Maybe I do need help.->Help]] [[I'm fine.->NFine]]

"I don't need help." [[I can get by on my own->D6-2]]

After two days you start to relize you are getting weaker. [["I don't ned anyone, and nobody needs me."->D6-3]]

[[You never ate anything...->Hop line]]